30.11.08
My country is in a big mess.No it's ART.People fighting.Fighting is kind of art of cause.Wait not only art but also music.Music is sound.And where do sound come from?Bomb.Whatever it is I love Thailand.
02:28
29.11.08
จำไว้
กฎ 10 ข้อของการเป็นกิ๊ก (กิ๊กไม่ใช่แฟน) มีดังนี้
1. ห้ามหึงหวงแต่ห่วงกันได้
2. มีอะไรกันได้ แต่ไม่ใช่ของกันและกัน
3. ไม่มีสิทธิ์เรียกร้องมากเกิน
4. กิ๊กอาจเปลี่ยนสถานะได้ แต่ถ้าไม่ได้ก็ห้ามเศร้า
5. ห้ามใช้กิ๊กร่วมกันกับเพื่อน
6. ถ้ากิ๊กคิดจะไปมีแฟน เป็นตัวตนโดยไม่ใช่เรา ห้ามฟูมฟาย แต่ต้องพยายามยอมรับและยินดี แล้วค่อยตกลงกันอีกทีว่า จะยังกิ๊กกันต่อหรือเปล่า
7. ไม่จำเป็นต้อง take care เกินเหตุเพราะเป็นแค่กิ๊ก
8. กิ๊กมีได้ไม่จำกัดจำนวนเป็น infinity ไม่จำกัดเพศ วัย และ สถานภาพ
9. กิ๊กสำคัญรองจากแฟน
10. กิ๊กยังไงก็ต้องเจียมตัว
16:02
26.11.08
What do I want? What do I need?I want nothing.I need no ones.I remember I was born alone.I'm not twins,triplets or so.I have been in relationship,few times.It was like I'm putting myself in a cage.How wonderful is that being with no ones.I don't have to reply messages for every five minutes,pick up their calls for every hour.And of cause I don't have to lie anymore.God teachs us not to lie.If I continue being in a relationship I should pack my bags and get ready to my next home,hell.One of them asked me if it difficult for me to say I love her.It is because I don't love her.Simple right?In my relationships I have never said I love you to anyone.The strange thing is that I said to someone and that someone is NOT the one who I attached to.She is the only one.And yes I hate people that love to say "I love you".I bet you only one in a million who is really mean it.How is that possible you knew me less than a week yet you dare to say that.Sincerity is hard to find in this world now a days.Best thing is to be alone.I never married because there was no need. I have three pets at home which answer the same purpose as a husband. I have a dog which growls every morning, a parrot which swears all afternoon and a cat that comes home late at night.
-- Marie CorelliIf you want loyalty.
Get a dog.
If you want loyalty and attention.
Get a smart dog.--Grant Fairley
13:19
21.11.08
There is no sincerity in this world!
12:51
15.11.08
This will be my first and my last time doing all this. Qn 1. The person who tagged you ?
Mook
Qn 2. Your relationship with her ?
A friend?
Qn 3. Your fifth impression of her ?
Fifth? sorry I have only one.
Qn 4. The most memorable thing she did for you ?
Plug-in my laptop charger everyday.
Qn 5. If she become your lover , you would ?
Wait for it to happen first then.
Qn 6. If she becomes your lover , she needs to improve on ?
She is not my lover yet.
Qn 7. If she becomes ur enemy , you would ?
Smile at her.
Qn 8. If she becomes ur enemy , she needs to improve on ?
Her appearance.
Qn 9. If she becomes ur enemy , the reason would be ?
I love her too much.
Qn 10. The most desired thing you want for her to be ?
Taller
Qn 11. Your overall imperssion of her ?
Decide for me.
Qn 12. How do you think others would think of you ?
Is she straight?
Qn 13. The characters you like abt yourself ?
Everything.
Qn 14. The characters you hate abt yourself ?
Everything.
Qn 15. The most ideal person you want to be ?
What's ideal?
Qn 16. For the ppl that care && love you , what you want to say to them ?
Don't waste your time for ppl like me.
19:34
12.11.08
Went to the place selling those second hand engines.There were like thousand of them.However the only thing that caught my attention was a super old bicycle.Something like in the pic. but its slidly older and a bit of rust also.I'm really in love with this kind of stuff.I was like begging the owner to sell it to me.NO WAY HE WON'T.
But actully I also scared like I don't know what happened to this bicycle before.Probably currently owner got it from somewhere.This bicycle might involved in an accident and the first owner died.If I buy the spirit want to take back how?
It is something exciting right,seeing ghost for the first time!
17:26
9.11.08
Went out for the whole day.
Back in my room.Looking at those pictures,unexpectedly,it was kind of happiness.
Look out for your pic.If you can see them.
Yes.Let's talk about "Malouda".He is Chelsea's player.I miss "him".Hahaha.I actully don't like him as I'm not Chalsea's fans.NO.I better stop.Okay.After reading this post many people will think that I'm mad. Everything happens for a reason and I have my own reason for doing this.
23:48
Back in Bangkok.
I had a great time in Singapore.Almost five years there but it had never been fantastic.But this it might be a shot period of time but I swear those two weeks were the best time ever.
Looking at another side I feel like losing one of the most important body organs.It's him.He will not be with me wherever I go anymore.No more.I don't know how my life is going to be without him.He understands every single thing.I thought girl would be better at it but he proved me wrong.
For those who miss understood us we are not attach.We are friend.Get it?
08:06
8.11.08
So many things in my mind right now.I can't sleep!
03:01
4.11.08
I thought I'm smart
I thought I'm big enough to think on my own
I thought I'm...
NO NO
I'm not.Not at all.
I should listen to what my mum has warn me so I would not ended up in this kind of condition.
Being so stubborn and this is what I get.
00:11
