I really have no idea of where to go next.
I just feel like I'm in the middle of the junction and don't know if i should turn left or right.
It looks good when I started moving on in my own way but you just stopped me from moving.
Fine.So I follow on your way and again you stopped me.What do you want from me?And thats made me do thing aimlessly each day.
Everyone is telling me that I'm stupid and I know whatever I'm doing now is stupid.
But there is a reason for being stupid...

Truth is just too difficult for me to accept!

ภาวนาให้ใจเจ็บจงเข้มแข็งแม้มันจะไร้เรี่ยวแรง

จะฝืนลุกยืนให้ไหวคนคนเดียวมันไม่มีสิทธิ์ขนาดนั้น

ไม่ทำให้ช้ำถึงตายยังไงต้องรับให้ได้

ชีวิตแค่โดนทำร้ายแต่ที่สุดมันต้องไม่โดนทำลาย

ก็แค่วันนี้หัวใจสลายเตือนตัวเองว่าถึงยังไงฉันยังต้องอยู่

ความรักลวงหลอกมันก็แค่เจ็บปวดไม่มีค่า

ให้มันทำลายชีวิตไม่ได้

Are we playing see saw or something?









I just don't like my eyes.But they are my everything.I think i have a pair of eyes which is very active...too active i guess.They are always capture something that i didn't want to see...

COMEON LET'S THE GAME BEGIN!












A month from now before i'm turning sixteen:)

I think I'm just like a petrolstation where people come in to fill up their needs and leave just like that!

You were suddenly appeared in my mind...



So i called you.



After the long talked with you lastnight i felt thickskin and ashame at myself.I have been showing you my fuck up attitude for almost a year.So you would leave me but you prove me wrong.That makes you love me more instead.You also prove to me that girls love boys who are evil.

"Do you ever care about me?" She asked.

I kept quiet.

I guess we will never be the same.Not because I can't love you but you deserved someone better.

You are running after me while I'm running after someone else.I don't think it's fair for you.

I'm sorry.




When I begin to miss you,I realised it was me who let you go!

It never happened to me!





Tell me it was a dream...

I'm going to smile like nothings wrong,talk like everythings
perfect,act like it's all a dream,and pretend it's not hurting me!




Everything happens for a reason:)

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