I'm too weak to face the Reality!

2009-10-26T01:21:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone.

Once again I'm awake at this hour.It's Monday again and also it's the last week for the year.
Sounds sad,however I'm so not looking forward to going to school.Utd lost, obviously it was not a good start for my day. But well, my daily advice in facebook says "Never judge a day by it's weather." hahaha. Nevertheless,I had a great weekend,especially on my lovely Sunday.Shall end it here,getting ready for bed.

Enjoy your last week of school!

2009-10-21T02:48:00.002+08:00

Good morning...

I've just completed(?) my ART PREP! Actually not really but was too lazy...The paper was given few weeks ahead and I only started doing just the night before the actual paper.

I'm not sleepy,help!

2009-10-20T15:56:00.002+08:00

It's almost 4.

Haven't started my ART prep!!

Shitty mood + Melting hot weather = Wonderful!!

2009-10-20T14:49:00.002+08:00

I'm home early today.

EOY is going on...Our school started a week or two after the other schools.I thought I was lucky as to have more time for revision.But not at all.Somehow I spent my time doing craps. I am too easily distracted,so it was real suffer when I needed to do revision but seeing the others they were enjoying themselves.(I'm not blaming them)For this EOY I didn't revise that much or in fact not at all.I did more during CA2.Which is so stupid.I had Maths and Amaths today,I was struggling throughout both papers.Before that,I had 4 solid days to practice but as usual I didn't...I didn't pray,I know God wouldn't wanna help.Okay don't help.I'm fine with it.Well,trust me I will not regret as it was me who chose not to study. Again, it's stupid,this is the last exam of the year and I gave up...

Whatever results I get,I deserved it.

2009-10-04T21:58:00.004+08:00

Hangover,not.

Last night was heaven. Went over to Dora's place for her "Belated Surprise B'day Party". At the party I met a new good-looking friend.Well, she was part of the fun,but the last part was the craziest. For a moment I thought I was out of this world.And for once I found out that the cold siemen floor is better than my soft and puffy bed.
In conclusion, bad combination between Heineken and Absolut vodka.

Party ended,stress begins...

Pee woke me up to face the reality,tons of books were waiting.Now just hope for the best and also hope to get myself back on track. I've been having good dreams for the past few nights.That might be one of the reasons why I'm slacking right now.But hey dreams I'm not blaming you.

2009-09-25T23:17:00.003+08:00

I'm missing my phone...

This photo is showing how messy my room was/is.It was also one of the first few photos taken by my n79,which I was then so crazy over it.But just for two weeks as now it's lying unconsciously in the box...

I miss you.

2009-09-21T00:57:00.001+08:00

LOVE?

2009-09-13T23:07:00.001+08:00

Back to shit.

2009-09-13T22:52:00.000+08:00

:'(

2009-09-10T00:10:00.002+08:00

Supposed to blog on 090909.
Well, sorry I'm late.Anyway,I've enjoyed my 090909 a lot.

Nadal won
Outing with someone special
Baked my first ever cake

okay,I'm sleepy.Goodnight.

2009-09-08T17:20:00.001+08:00

I'm missing someone I'm not supposed to.

2009-09-05T15:09:00.003+08:00

Nahhhhhhhhhhhhh!

You can control me as much as you want. Go ahead and enjoy! I will just go with the flow for now.I will give you another 2 and a half years. Once I get back to Bangkok,THAT'S IT! Goodbye!

Omg I can't wait for it.

2009-09-05T14:39:00.005+08:00

THE US OPEN FEVER!

She is going to face Melanie Oudin in the third round.Will be tough!

He defeated Nicolas Kiefer this morning,6-0, 3-6, 6-3, 6-4 in the second round.

2009-09-02T21:43:00.000+08:00

:'(

Hais...

2009-08-29T15:25:00.001+08:00

17 years and 9 days ago.

Few hours old.

2009-08-29T14:45:00.002+08:00

Say

What ever will be will be

Take

The good,the bad

Just breathe!

2009-08-21T23:43:00.006+08:00

2009-08-20T22:21:00.003+08:00

Hello. again.

Had a very good day today.Joined the class for our first outing.However,the sad thing was the absence of Nat,my "hubby".And I'm glad that the outing falls on my special day.Thank you 3EN for making my day a memorable one.Thank you everyone for the wishes,I'm appreciate them really much.We took tons of photos, I'll upload them later.
Most importantly thank you Papa and Khunmae,without both of you I will never be able to come this far.I love and miss you so much.

Sorry. My eyes are shutting.
I'm so sleepy.
Goodnight.

Thank you!

Happy birthday to me!

2009-08-20T00:09:00.001+08:00

Goodmorning,yay!!!!

17 again?

2009-08-19T21:49:00.002+08:00

Knock Knock!
Sorry didn't have time to update.Was busy "revising" for CA.hahahaha.

Anyway tomorrow :
I will be smiling at myself the first thing when I wake up.
I will not go mad when I cannot find my stuff early in the morning.
I will be the most patient human on earth.
I will be smiling the whole day no matter what.
Okay enough...Please follow Apavee.
Have a nice day later.Goodnight!

2009-08-16T01:02:00.002+08:00

Boo!
Have a date later at 3.30am. Omg I'm so excited.But I'm quite sleepy anyway Mook will wake me up later.

May I borrow you lines?

Night night
Byezzzzzzzzzzzz.

2009-08-15T23:12:00.002+08:00

Stop it,please!
My tolerance level is not that high.

2009-08-13T22:41:00.002+08:00

The class is crazy,I love it.

Anyway, time to watch on my diet. Next Thursday will be measuring height and weight. It's obvious that I can't grow any taller so the best thing is to lose weight. YES! And I have exactly a week to work on it.
Once again I'm lost during amaths today. I was like one stupid clown sitting in the class. Seriously now I've lost my interest on my chemistry and amaths.For amaths worse comes to worst at least there is still a way to get rid of it however for chemistry no way!
It's going to be Friday in few hours.Probably 9 more days before CA2 starts.Haiss.I'm so sure as hell I'm not ready.Gotta start revision soon. Hahaha.Soon?! My "soon" is... arhhhhh!
Okay Goodnight!

2009-08-12T21:15:00.005+08:00

Happy Mother's Day!

I love you.

Love

It's been an emotional day for me.

Firstly in the morning okay I shouldn't mention it here.Anyway during English,was another emotional moment for almost all of us in the class.It was all about love between friends. Isn't it good? Just had again the emotional conversation with her.Things happened for a reason I guess.

Whatever it is,I'm sorry.I love you.

Hais.You spoiled my day as early as before the sun has risen. And now you are spoiling my night.Wow! Thank you so much.You have never failed to spoil my mood.Good job.

2009-08-11T21:29:00.003+08:00

I'm free like a bird.
My aunty and cousin are gone.I know what I have done was wrong.I ignored them as if they were not my family members.Seriously there was no other polite way to escape from them.Just to let you know,I will not entertain someone I hate.Never!
Anyway I remember I had a good dream last night,although I couldn't recall anything specific but I can sense that something will happen to me.It's the beginning of my new journey!
Today is the 11th.Not much time left.Think Think Think.

2009-08-11T00:02:00.006+08:00

We joined Singaporeans with the celebration yesterday. kepo right?

Guess who we met there?

err... what was I doing?Hehe.

One monkey,one human and one ghost.

2009-08-09T00:44:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Singapore!

Okay I'm finally back.It's August 9th.Sorry I know I'm supposed to update everyday this month. However,I can't use other computer to post as for one stupid reason,I forgot the password.Nothing much to say I'm just here to wish S'pore.
Goodnight.

2009-08-02T19:50:00.000+08:00

I need ice cream!!

going down to get one.bye.

2009-08-01T17:07:00.002+08:00

Okay since I love August so much,for a reason,I'll try to update more this month.
For today I've been wasting few hours of my life doing nothing.I don't have any mood to do anything. Worse,looking at my half-dead phone lying at one corner in the room and looking at myself.Simply no different...Tried to motivate myself in many ways but as usual did not work.
It's a bad day for me today after having a good day yesterday.Okay now I need sometimes for myself.
See you again later.Bye.

2009-08-01T16:48:00.002+08:00

It's August 1st.

I have exactly 13 more days to make the decision. Whether it's going to be a Yes or a No,but I believe my life is not gonna be the same anymore.

Somehow I can't wait for the year to end...

2009-07-24T22:56:00.007+08:00

I'm back with hundreds of complains...But it's okay.
It's the end of week 4.It seems like I take myself a step closer back to where I belong.
Sometimes I have millions of things in me.I was asked to share and I would love to do so.But how is that possible? At times I do not even understand myself and so how could I expect the others to understand me.They will probably get mad at me instead.

Today I talked more to myself than to the others at school.I just want to communicate with myself before I do not have any chance to do so. Death. It happens at anytime,anywhere and anyhow. I'm afraid.

2009-07-13T00:04:00.006+08:00

But now i'm in love with this.

Why this?

Why not these...?

2009-07-11T23:11:00.003+08:00

My dearest phone,why did you do this to me? Tomorrow will be your two weeks anniversary.I thought of bringing you out. Then how now? Please lah,I cannot stay without you,seriously.Pity me can?

2009-07-09T19:41:00.002+08:00

F**king irritating.
my things keep losing.

I thought today would be a good day for me...

2009-07-08T22:51:00.000+08:00

omg!!

2009-07-06T01:33:00.000+08:00

Why not Andy!?

2009-07-05T00:17:00.002+08:00

This is how I feel...

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2009-06-30T15:35:00.003+08:00

The worst night ever had!

Take me home...

2009-06-29T14:20:00.002+08:00

Omg.

I'm missing home.
I'm missing those times.
The time table for this term is like shit. No more good friday.

Haissssss...

2009-06-25T18:48:00.000+08:00

Busybody.

2009-06-25T01:19:00.003+08:00

Wimbledon Fever...

Sad enough with Nadal's withdrawal and now Sharapova is out.

Who should I go for now?

2009-06-24T12:20:00.002+08:00

Say Whatever will be will be

TakeThe good, the bad

Just breathe!

If I will fail,I will fail.

If I will pass,I will pass.

If I will die,I will die.

Only god knows.

Btw, someone dreamt of me the night before... not bad ah.

2009-06-23T02:22:00.002+08:00

Hell-o

I'm so sleepy yet I can't put myself to sleep. Haiss...

There are too much things in me. Haiss...(again) Okay just get into the point.I was thinking about it,what'll happen when school reopen.In terms of studies and ...... As I've said before,I didn't born to disappoint anyone.But now I think it's time for me to do so...You know yourself well. And I know that I can't.I'm telling you now I'm not a hard-working person.I can be one? I'm not sure about it.

And one more thing.

I am a dreamer.I dream high but I just love skipping steps.I want to be at the top without climbing up.And dream that helicopter will take me there.Isn't that stupid? Ya,I know it is.

Conclusion: I AM LAZY,TOO LAZY!!

Goodnight :)

2009-06-20T23:53:00.003+08:00

Hey see what I've bought today. Cute right? hahaha.

Sleepy already.

Goodnight

2009-06-19T01:23:00.001+08:00

Dear lovely fatty brother,

All the best for tomorrow!

HAHAHAHA.I'm so happy for you.

2009-06-18T10:35:00.002+08:00

eh...

I dreamt of two things lastnight.
One I want it to come true while the another one I don't... Haiss.

2009-06-18T01:14:00.001+08:00

Goodnight...

Stop it lah apavee!

2009-06-17T14:32:00.003+08:00

Hell-o

I'm going back bkk this evening.Actually I don't want to but what to do. My dearest homework are waiting for me.Hais.Hate them to the core.

I went to send postcards.I asked them a basic question like how long will they take to reach. You know what? She said"It's around 10-15days" Her head lah!! I might as well ask them to chop and bring myself right.Eleven more days I'll be in S'pore.Let see who will reach first.Whatever it is,better reach!

In fact I love sending and getting letters. But one thing i'm worried of is that I scared it won't reach.Last time I used to send letters but nobody have received. Since then I stopped.I don't know if they didn't receive or didn't want to reply.Hahaha.

Okay got to go.

Will post again later,tonight.

Aj...I wish you have a safe flight back :)

Thankyou.

2009-06-15T16:53:00.003+08:00

Good afternoon,

I'm now in Pha Ngan Island.

I didn't sleep for the whole of last night.I had to catch the first flight,at 6am.I enjoyed taking photos at the Suvarnabhumi Airport in Bkk.Few pictures taken and the camera ran out of battery. Imagine taking from the top view plus the morning sunshine. How wonderful? I missed it,what a waste! As the result I slept throughout the flight. Arrived at Samui Airport around 7.Caught a boat to Pha Ngan,it took me around 40 mins.And I did the same thing,sleep.Finally my both feet stepped on this awesome Island...

Had fun chatting and webcam(ing) just now...i miss you.

2009-06-14T18:12:00.005+08:00

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side

So I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust

Not only me, but everyone around me

I cannot cry

Because I know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake

a smile, a laugh Every day of my life

Because of you

I tried my hardest just to forget everything

Because of you

I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you

I am afraid...

2009-06-14T15:52:00.001+08:00

I'm h-a-p-p-y

HAPPY:)

2009-06-13T22:58:00.002+08:00

hello.

I'm enjoying myself here with my lovely family.I wish I can stop the time from running.

Met Pure today,around 12.30.We watched movie.Before that we had Swensens.While we were enjoying, he said something stupid, "Eh this ice-cream is cold,I don't like". Omg.I have never ever seen ice-cream which is hot.Siao Whatever lah.After the movie we ate KFC.Then he accompanied me until my parents picked me,at 6. Thanks to my dearest bro,he drove me there in the afternoon.

Was eating watermelon,made me miss Nur Iffah alot.

I love my mum,dad,mama and brother. Look in me,you'll know how much I love you...

Goodnight.

2009-06-08T17:05:00.002+08:00

hellooo.

I'm in bkk now!!!

okay la.Just reached few hours ago.I read Tuesday with Morrie in the plane.I finished 1/3 of it. The plane was not stable so I spent most of my time praying. Cheh, no lah.hahaha.

I'm at my parents's office now.Since my dad is not here,I'm sitting in his room.Just to make a mess. Had Pizza hut for lunch.

Yesterday,my friends and I were so happy when we reached woodlands.The smell of the air in woodlands was much nicer than the camp area.

Will be back later.

2009-06-07T22:34:00.005+08:00

Just got back from camp.

Eh I could not find my Amaths ex.bk.I covered in class almost 15 questions.Knowing Amaths one question takes almost a page.And I have to redo?What did I have done?Why I've got this in return?

Think positive! Treat it as like giving myself more practices.

Fullmoon Party is on now!!

2009-06-05T08:16:00.001+08:00

Goodmorning!!!
I'm leaving for camp.

bye.

2009-06-05T04:11:00.001+08:00

It's 4 now.

2009-06-05T03:44:00.004+08:00

Look at the time 3.45am!!!!

My eyes are still widely open,and I have camp to go for.

I'm not sleepy at all,but I'm hungry.

I'll look like panda tomorrow.

Luckily it's cute!

2009-06-04T23:49:00.002+08:00

Hello.again?

I'm done with packing,for camp.But it's far from putting myself to bed.I have no idea if I'm too excited over the camp or I'm trying to treasure the time.AUUUU! my phone dropped once again,a hard one.It was not on purpose,of couse.
My aunt is here nagging me to bed.What's the problem? I'm not disturbing anyone in the house.Is the light here interrupting ants in the kitchen,or what?

okay lah.haisss
camp camp camp.
I hate u.

2009-06-04T13:32:00.002+08:00

Text from Roselle(who sia?)woke me up around 9. I believe that person sent to the wrong number. I was addressed as Esther.Wooo. and I slept again untill 10.30.

I'm not feeling well now.It's pain at the stomach,but not as bad as I had last time.I've been eating well for the past few weeks. Why ah?

Got to go.I have date at 3.30.
Will drop by again tonight.
Bye!

2009-06-04T00:31:00.002+08:00

Had a good day with Siti.
Do you know why I had so much fun today?
...Siti what!

eh, my bill came just now.I paid for it less than two weeks ago and it's here again.

Finally,I've started throwing some of my things into my luggage,preparing for Bkk not Camp.

To: YOU
I'm sorry okay.I'll find way to pay you back.

Mama, I dreamt of you last night.Actually the night before also.

2009-06-02T00:08:00.001+08:00

NO COMMENT!

HAISS....

2009-05-31T23:47:00.006+08:00

Had so much fun today.Thank you so much.Along that happiness there were abit(?) of disappointment too.

Whatever it is.I love you,still :)

2009-05-30T17:44:00.002+08:00

Haisss....

Why am I still here,not bkk?

On webcam with my brother now.He is telling me ways to escape from camp.

I was thinking why must I care about other's feeling.If I don't care I could just change my flight and leave on tuesday and enjoy. It sounds fun...Right?

2009-05-28T21:02:00.002+08:00

Started the day with disappointment. Was not in a good mood.Sometime things happened for no reason.I think I was home sick.Anyway,went for movie,Night at the museum2, with a group of people who I love them very much.They brighten up my day.
Many things that happened today reminded me so much of you,especially the movie.It was supposed to be funny somehow I felt sad.Memories are playing back without the sound...
Tomorrow will be the last day.Normally I would feel so happy as I always leave Singapore on the last day of school.However,not this time.I can't wait to get back.

These are the things that need to be done at bkk:

Amaths
History project
English online stuff
Finish up Tuesdays with Morrie
Get my hair in place

Things that I need:

Chewing Gum
Whatever stuff that I need.

Things that I want:

Handphone
School bag

2009-05-26T21:26:00.002+08:00

Yeah...I think I miss you.So from now on nobody would call me Xiao jia anymore...

2009-05-25T22:05:00.002+08:00

Today was fine.
The course was not as bored as before.Tomorrow will be my last day at Poly.Somehow I have a feeling that I'm going to miss that Xiao Jie.

My dad told me that Full Moon Party will be on the night of 7June. Hmm...so party or camp? My dad or him? Happy or suffer? Hais...I swear I don't want to go. Did you know what caused me to say 'YES.I'M GOING'? I remember watching YES MAN. That's the reason.Should not have watched that.F lah.

2009-05-24T23:33:00.005+08:00

Life is full of surprises;even two parellel lines may one day meet.

Had charity soccer ytd.

Aiyo!I have to face that xiao jie again...I miss css.

2009-05-22T22:43:00.002+08:00

12?

I don't like this number.
Last year my level position was 12 and now my class position is 12.Omg. It's a big different between level and class.This shows how much I've changed over a short period of time...

Dear my lovely M,

I'll be having my charity soccer tmr.
If you wanna come,pls don't come tmr okay.
I think the best time is to come on Sunday.

Because...I'm lazy to bring pad!

2009-05-19T21:35:00.002+08:00

Oi.

First day in RP.
no comment.
Four more days to go.OMG!

I've been observing people there,they are so much different from us.I don't think I can adapt to their environment so easily.Anyway,I don't want to.I just want to stay at Canberra as long as possible.

2009-05-07T21:47:00.003+08:00

Here my notes,mama.

Get well soon okay.

2009-05-06T19:36:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

TO...

Kim.

2009-05-04T20:31:00.006+08:00

Had my English paper 2 today.Before that I was booked for being too hot.So I spent first 30 minutes at the protected area.Cool or what?I know it was stupid.
Coming up papers are Chemistry and History.I'm sure as hell I'm not ready!

2009-05-01T20:36:00.007+08:00

Dear Bloggy,I'm sorry I've naglected you,but I've been so busy.

End of last year I remember thinking I was the happiest person in the whole earth.But it's over now.Yesterday morning was the worst morning of my shitty life.I had two papers,English and Amaths.

Amaths I attemped all questions.But half way through funny numbers appeared so I was like"I better stop".Most of them were not done.

For English.Hais...It spoiled my day. I don't know lah.Sorry Mr Wee.Basically I didn't do my essay.Don't ask me why.I had one solid hour to finish that but I couldn't think.Simple enough? I remember looking at the clock.Time was moving and I letted it go just like that.

After that went to Mama's.Together with Lydia and Siti.My sadness was gone by then.We spent like five hours there.Had our dinner there too.Hahahaha.It's way too much in details.You have to experience it yourself.Here some pisc.

Caution!

Can see but can't laugh.

2009-04-13T21:37:00.002+08:00

Omg!

Once in a blue moon.I'm done with my homework.I can't believe it.The feeling was really good.
And I always wanted to feel it again.Hahaha.

The protesters in Thailand are so irritating.Nothing better to do.Crazy.See my dad escaped to China already.Hahahaha.Nevermind later I escape to Egypt with SMRT...Anyway he will be there for a week.He called just now and I've just noticed the number is like 1 kilo long.

I'm just a little too high today.Do you know why?

I'm done with my homework!!

2009-04-12T21:28:00.005+08:00

Thanks Lydia!

2009-04-11T22:05:00.004+08:00

Saturday only??

Hahahaha.One more day to go.I kept thinking that today was Sunday.

Today was the first time using webcam with my brother almost an hour.Nomally not more than 10 minutes we would already start our nonsense.He is having 3 months holiday therefore I asked him if he could pay me a visit.My parents were like begging him to be here.And the answer from him is NO :( Four years back he was with me here for 2 months.Cool right?

Should not have talked about you that day.I'm missing you now.How?

2009-04-08T21:45:00.002+08:00

Back from camp.

At midnight.

"SL gather,Faster!",Her voice was in a hurry.

Lydia and I were like huh?? Interrupted our conversation...Many of them were enjoying their deep sleep.I mean it,really deep.I called them more than 10 times yet remain unmoved.
You know why did they call us for? TO EAT! Aiyoooo!
Before that we had durian party.Super! Thank you Mr Tan.

Cabbed home from school as to answer the nature's call.

I'm off to bed.Goodnight.

M where are you?

In front of N lah stupid.

2009-04-02T20:17:00.002+08:00

SHIT!
The plan for tmr is gone,No more.

Today was good.However I'm "sad" as there was no English today of cause there were not only me.Haha.

They said I have changed. Did I?

2009-03-29T21:39:00.002+08:00

Monday again?

I'm bored with school.It's irritating when I'm in class and my understanding level is zero.

Ohh ya,Unborn anyone?

2009-03-28T23:11:00.006+08:00

Photos from ytd.
I'm too lazy to describe in words.

Final day for Sport Fest
Went for movie

2009-03-24T21:03:00.003+08:00

Webcam?

First of all,today's Sport Fest was more like a PE lesson.Well,we played soccer and we came in 2nd.Sounds like we are good right?Haha it was because there were only three teams!

During the first match,I got cramp not at my leg but stomach.Laughed like a mad! I should have taken video.Lydia Lydia!

We'll be having floorball games on Thursday.No stick!My stick was stressed so it went for its holiday.Quickly come back okay,I miss you!

I think I'm getting lazyer this year.I did not do most of my homework.Hahaha no shame!Enough pls.

Hope this Friday will be fun.Bye!

2009-03-22T02:10:00.002+08:00

Hellooo.

Holiday is over? That's fast! By the way I'm flying off tomorrow,will reach around 8pm.I know it's super late.

Holiday was really great.I felt like I placed myself in a different planet,where x y,conduction,
leauge of nation and alot more can't be found in my head.I'm sure as hell I'll suffer when I get back to school.I forgot everything.

I went to meet my friends today.We were in the same class since P1 to 4 and then I came to singspore.We are still really close.Guess what? they are having 3 months holiday.I feel like crying.

กูรักพวกมึงวะ

2009-03-14T00:39:00.003+08:00

2009-03-11T21:33:00.003+08:00

Sky looked beautiful this morning.Class was a little bored.Cracked some stupid jokes during class.
Went for lunch with Mook.Had my all time favourite dish,Rosted duck noodle.But looking at the shop I'm sure you wouldn't wanna eat it.My friend skipped her class just to follow me for lunch.I actully begged her for it.Who's bad now?
okay I think I'll tell you more about her.She is not only my friend.We are more than that.We see each other more than 12 hours a day,eat and sleep together for almost 5 years.But sad thing is that we don't shower together.That's what I'm looking for.Hahaha.
Off to bed now.So later I can dream of me and her taking a bath together.
Can't wait for it,goodnight!

2009-03-09T17:34:00.002+08:00

I don't feel like going to school anymore.I'm in a holiday mood already.

Gotten most of the results.Like shit seriously.

I started to miss 2n2 now.It was the best year I had ever experienced.

So much homework need to be done.Actully not much if I do it day by day. However,I'm doing everything at the last minute.Who's fault then?Hais...

2009-03-08T19:46:00.002+08:00

Hahahahahahahahahaha!

2009-03-03T21:39:00.003+08:00

Today was crazy,really crazy.

One of the things I hate the most appeared in the History paper.Today's English lesson was the best so far.Later part of the day I was supposed to do revision for my physics but guess what? Talked Talked Talked and laughed laughed laughed!

By the way I think I should placed myself where the stupid people belong to.Really during Chemistery paper.I don't know how to spell simple words like thermometer or alcohol.Don't let me spell them here.It's embarrassing.
Another embarrassment,I was on the way home and I kept laughing at the school tie issue,untill now.I don't know why is it so funny? The joker who wore it or what?

2009-02-28T21:19:00.003+08:00

I'm back.

I don't know what to post about.Whatever I want to say I'm sure not many of you will understand.I don't know what do I want.I miss my parents? Okay lah not really.I don't really feel lost without them here.We talk every single day,Seeing them through webcam.I have a friend who told me that she leaves with her parents but she dosen't has chance to talk to them.Hais...STOP!! lets change the topic.
Ohh ya I hate exam preriod it's not only stressed me up but it's making me eat alot too.I normally don't take chips and all.Today while I was doing my Amaths(wah!!) I finished 1 whole big packet of that and a big bottle of 7up.So fattening.Okay lets put it this way.I don't know when I'm going to die so I just enjoy life.I mean I eat what I want have money just use lah.Save Save Save what for?What if you die the next day who is going to use your money.Right?Life is short,break rules!ohh see it's link to the coming exam.Don't study don't stressed up yourself,life is short.hahahaha.What a stupid thought.
okay lah off to have a bath.I'm hot.HOT?.I mean the weather.

2009-02-26T22:19:00.003+08:00

Surprised me!

No No No.

2009-02-20T20:50:00.002+08:00

^-^
Common Test is like less than 10 days away.I'm not ready! I look so stupid being in EN.There's only 15 ppl in my class. So if I get 15/15 for my the class position...Wah cool! I'm not used to be in the class where everyone actully concened about their studies.Cos I'm not!Hais...

Each day I go to school It's like having fun playing Hide and Seek with teachers.They love to pick on me.If I become a teacher (teacher? NO WAY)one day,I'll be the first to pick on your children.

2009-02-15T22:12:00.002+08:00

2009-02-12T22:13:00.003+08:00

It's more like a hate bite lydia!

Three days passed the marks're still there.

2009-02-10T19:19:00.001+08:00

Time change,People also change!

2009-02-06T16:23:00.003+08:00

miss him.

2009-02-02T21:44:00.002+08:00

God,life can't get any worse than this.Only a month passed.This 09 is so fucked up.And the second I heard mom's voice,my tear just gushed out from don't know where.I'm too weak now.I don't know how long can I handle all this.

Thanks for popping up at the right time.

2009-01-28T21:05:00.002+08:00

Hais...

I called pure at 6 plus this morning so was around 5 plus there just to wake him up.Nonsense.
I'm fucking bored here.Feel like dropping all subjects.Amaths is killing me.You too.Why people now a days are so...hais where are your sincerity?And yes today's match we won.Happy for the players.Not me.I trained so hard for the whole of last year(sure or not?haha) and ended up being a time keeper.How wonderful?

For your info:

I don't take second hand stuff.

2009-01-26T23:14:00.004+08:00

When for New Year dinner.It was kind of unconfortable,with lots of old people and worse I don't know them.I did a few things there.Ate,wished them a little bit and collected red packets.Thats all for me.

Goodbye.

2009-01-23T21:50:00.002+08:00

That was fast.I was not ready.

2009-01-22T09:48:00.002+08:00

Went for movie with Pure.Had early dinner with him too.Seem like I'm so free right?hahaha.I think I'm recovered.I don't want to get well just want to be here longer.I'm bored with every single thing there.Fucking bored.

Flying off soon.

กรรมตามกูอยู่ใช่ไหม ทำไมวะ แม่ง

2009-01-19T14:55:00.004+08:00

โดนเจาะเลือด

Got my blood drawn.

เชิญค่าาา

ห้องเจาะเลือด!! คิดในใจ กรูโดนแน่เลย แต่หน้าทำเป็นยิ้ม ใจดีสู้เสือ ประมาณนั้น

ใจเต้นตุบๆๆ เจ็บป่าววะ??

พยาบาล: เส้นเลือดจะขึ้นไหมหนออ

กด หาใหญ่เลย กดเท่าไหร่ก็ไม่เจอ แม่ง แทบจะหลับรอ

พยาบาล: พี่ว่าลองดูอีกข้างนึงดีกว่า

อาย: ยิ้ม... แต่คิดในใจ ทำไมมึงเรื่องมากจัง

กดอีก เส้นก็ไม่ขึ้นอีก

แอบดีใจนิดๆ ไม่ต้องเจาะแล้ว หารู้ไม่พี่แกหยิบสำลีมาเช็ดแขนบวกกับแอลกอฮอล์เย็นๆ ขนลุกสู้ไปทั้งตัว

พยาบาล: เจ็บนิดนึงน้า

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พยาบาล: เจ็บไหม

อาย: ไม่อะค่ะ

พี่แกเจาะลงไปแล้วก็ยังหาเส้นเลือดไม่เจอ (กรูละเวร) หมุนเข็มหาอยู่นั้นแหละ

พยาบาล: เจ็บมากไหมคะ (ถามอยู่ได้ ก็บอก ไม่ ไม่ ไม่ ฮู้ววว)

อาย: ไม่ค่ะ แล้วยิ้มต่อ

พยาบาล: เจอแล้ววว นึกว่าจะได้เจาะสองรอบแล้ว (พี่แกดีใจอย่างกับถูกหวย)

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จบ

ถึงพี่แกจะพูดไม่ค่อยจะรู้เรื่อง แต่โชคดีที่พี่แกมีเสียงที่น่ารักเหลือเกิน อย่างงี้ถามบ่อยๆก็ไม่เป็นไร แถมน่าตาก็ยังน่ารักอีก คนอะไร ยิ่งที่ห้อง x-ray ไม่ต้องพูดถึงน่ารักโคตร หุ่นนี่นางแบบชิดซ้าย รู้สึกว่า x-ray มันเสร็จเร็วมาก อยากจะต่ออีกสักสิบรอบเลย พยาบาลที่นี่โรคจิตรกันเกือบหมด ไม่รู้เป็นไรกันหัวเราะกันอยู่ได้ อายก็บ้าหัวเราะด้วย เสียเซ้วเลย อีกไม่กี่วันก็กลับละแกล้งตายเลยดีไหม กลับไปก็ได้แต่นั้งโง่ในห้อง เรียนไม่รู้เรื่อง ชัว